| Since it has to be done... |
[Jan. 1st, 2009|11:32 am] |
Hey everyone! Happy New Year! I know I said I'd write more, but I tried this time, but every time I did, it just fell flat. However, enough time and things have passed that I'm up for writing.
First, life is going OK, normal stresses such as finances, stupid people, work, etc. still going on, but nothing out of the ordinary. I hope to turn a few of those around this coming year, but more on that. Me and Tiff are doing great, enjoy living together, and both of us hate her job.
Well, my Christmas went by super fast since I had SO much to do. I love every moment of it though. I always love Christmas, it makes me feel like I'm 10 years old again and just the anticipation of it is great. This year was my 2nd away from my family on Christmas, however, it was much better than last year since me and Tiff put up a tree and decorated the house a bit. Plus I knew that I was going home the day after Christmas, which made it much better too. I got a lot of great stuff from everyone, thank you to all! I didn't have the funds I had in years past, so I had to cut down my spending, but even with that, almost everyone got two gifts or one gift card, which makes me feel good. I do feel a bit bad not spending like I did, but with everything that's going on in the world, it's much better. Plus I found super awesome deals on almost everything I bought. I only bought one or two things at it's normal price. So yay for me!
Christmas Eve we had a small gathering at my place, only SarahMonster and Jason showed up. It was still good though since we had good food and watching the Christmas South Parks. After they left, me and Tiff opened our gifts to each other. We both loved the gifts we got. Christmas Day was a bit relaxing to start since her family was doing stuff at 4, so I just played my new games and she was watching TV and stuff. At her parents house, it was fun too. The time went by so fast, but both the food and the gifts were awesome. We left around 8:30-ish since I had to pack for my El Paso trip.
The day after Christmas I worked, but honestly, no one was really into it. Most of the place was gone and I just kept busy. They let us go at 4 (I get off at 5), but I was thinking about staying till 5 since my flight wasn't until 9 and I had nothing to do. I couldn't go home because it would have been a waste of gas and Tiff was at work till 6, so I decided to check out early and just go. Parking was a bit on the difficult side, but it turned out well overall. After eating and playing my DS, I got on the plane, turned on my iPod and read my new book, Tales of Beetle the Bard, through most of the flight. It's not a long book, just a collection of stories, but they were very good. After that, I just put on my DS and made it to El Paso. When I landed it was snowing!!!!!!! Yes, snowing. nothing was sticking though, but still...
Brandy texted me thanking me for bringing the snow (sarcastically) and was wondering if I was going to Dedo. Since it was 11 pm and I had been up since 5:30 am, I decided to pass since I knew I was going tomorrow. So my parents picked me up and we got home. I said hi to everyone and stayed up talking till 2:30. I wasn't tired though, but decided it was time for sleep. The next day was breakfast and hanging out with my family. I got some games at Hollywood Video since they are selling their old games for $4, and on the way back I got Chico's for everyone. Oh My God....still so good. I miss it up here.
After that, I meet John and Gabe at some place to watch the last of the UFC fight. I didn't care for it, but it was the celebration of John's birthday and they were going somewhere else soon, so I didn't mind. Plus spending time with them is more important that what we are doing, because we can make anything fun. I didn't get into it, but enjoyed the atmosphere. After the fights were over, we headed to Dedo and John got super drunk. Not enough to pass out, but enough to carry him out. Mission Accomplished.
Afterwards Mo showed up and we chatted for a bit. It was fun just hanging, but the music choices were questionable. I mostly ignored it though. After Mo left, me and Gabe just hung out till about 3, dancing a little at the end since we decided to request things to make the night better. I went home and fell asleep around 4.
The next day was my family Christmas. We spend about 3 hours opening gifts and I loved it. It went a bit faster than usual, but since we had 8 instead of 5, it was going better than years pasted. I got a bunch of cool stuff. Afterwards was dinner and hanging out playing some Halo 3. I'm not a fan of that game at all, but the multiplayer was fun. Afterwards I meet up with John and Gabe at John's place and gave my gifts them. Vince loved his gifts. Afterwards, John and I went to Sunday Mass, and it was a good nice hang out place. Not a lot of dancing room, but other than that, a good small place. We stayed until closing, then hung out at John's a bit, then I headed home.
Monday I got my license renewed since it expired on my birthday, after that I stayed at home until about 7 when I headed over to Erich and Cyndy's place. We hung out, I watched Daemon play with his gifts, and talked to them. At 11 I took off since we all started to get tired and I had to get up the next day for my flight. I got up, had some breakfast, said my goodbyes, and headed back to Denver. The trip back was fine. I just listened to music and read Twilight. After I got home, I was going to do running around for New Years, but decided against it. I was tired of running around. So I just didn't do much until Tiff came home. We then did some running around, got some gifts exchanged since I got some doubles, and got some more Christmas stuff on sale. We got home, eat, and started to watch Lost Season 4, then fell asleep.
New Years Eve I got up, cleaned up a bit, and did some running around to get ready. I was hoping people would show up because New Years is always one of my favorite holidays. I usually spend it in El Paso and party it up with the Arkham crew, but this year, Tiff wanted me home. So I decided to try to bring Arkham to Denver for New Years. I sent out invitations about a month in advance and kept bugging people about it. Some people said they would come, some might, but some didn't say anything. As the night progressed, some people cancelled for reasons, some didn't even bother to tell me they weren't going to show. So in the end, it was me, Tiff, Sarah Rose, and Michael. We counted down, had some champenge, and played Rock Band most of the night.
I was happy they came and enjoyed the night, but at the same time, I was sad and mad that my ideas for this party fell through again. I'm really thinking about changing the basement since one of the reasons I got our place is because of that. Since not many people come and want to do stuff like dancing, I might just turn it into our living room/den/workout room. Yes, I won't be able to throw dance parties, but honestly, no one has come to them to begin with, so why bother in the future. Unless anyone from El Paso stops by and nothing is going on, it's probably going to happen.
So, now that 2008 is over and 2009 is upon us, here is my year in review and plans for the new year.
2008 was a very interesting year, some good, some bad. The main highlights were:
- Tiff and I moved in together
- I got my new job
- The economy bottomed out
- The Dark Knight was released and blew EVERYONE away
- Obama was elected
2008 overall was a bad year. Not that the good parts weren't great, but overall, just a very bad, dark, and depressing time. Mainly due to the economy. I'm hoping by the end of next year things will be on the rise and money issues are lowered to a normal level instead of worrying about it so much.
Now, plans for 2009. Here they are:
- Start working out since I'm getting a bit big
- Help Tiff find a new job
- Hang out with my friends more since they will be less busy
- Not be as lazy as I've been
- Save money for the end of next year
- Redo my finances and begin cutting some fat
- Keeping an eye out for awesome deals and getting stuff I want if I can afford it
- Pay off some bills where the financing is ending this year
- Continue to improve myself and do better at my job
I hope to keep most of these since most are business as normal and some are new. Today we are probably going to put down the tree and begin going back to business as usual. The holidays are over. I'm sad they are. I loved the feeling of anticiatpion, the feeling of being a kid, the excitment in the air. I know it will be back around October and stay for the most part, but I wish that everyday was like Christmas.
Well, it's time to end this. I hope everyone had fun last night and was safe. Take care, and Happy New Year!!!
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| Le sigh |
[Oct. 12th, 2008|07:46 pm] |
Yes, I know...but I'm not going to say it.
Anyways, I've been enjoying work. Well enjoying it more than my old job. This last week was pretty hectic for me between testing, audits, and building things, I barely got them done with some help. I hate asking for help, but if it's needed, I ask. I still don't like getting up so early, I wish I could go in a bit later, but they are throwing around maybe doing 4 x 10 (work 10 hours 4 days a week) and I wouldn't say no to that. If I had my choice, I'd choose Saturday/Sunday/Monday off. That way I'm off on at least one day for most of my friends and Tiff and planning things such as dinners, hanging out, parties and such are easier to plan. But I dunno if that will ever happen.
I also had some problems with teeth for a while and had to finally break down and go to the dentist. It turned out that my wisdom teeth were pretty much gone and some surrounding teeth needed fillings. I don't have insurance so, it's gonna cost a lot. Luckily they have a program to pay over time, which will suck but it had to be done. The next few days I was recovering and really quickly too. I had the operation done on Thursday night and by Sunday I was pretty much back to normal. I still took it slow for the next few days, but I am doing well. Even the dentist said I'm doing great, so yay!
It's almost Halloween and this year has flown by. I really haven't been in the Halloween mood, so I have decided that I'm just dressing up as Anakin from last year. It's an awesome costume and I need to wear it more. At least it's on a Friday too, so I'll be able to party it up. In addition to that, my birthday is coming up and I'm REALLY looking forward to it. I really really hope that people come to celebrate it with me. It's going to be at my place so we don't have to worry about spending a whole lot of money, what music is played, or how long we party until. I hope it goes for a long time, so here is to hoping. Plus I want to do something for Thanksgiving since I have a 4 day weekend, so everyone let me know when you want to do something, like a small Thanksgiving dinner pot luck kinda thing or some other idea.
Of course with the end of the year comes my other favorite holidays...Christmas and New Years. Currently my plan is that me and Tiff (If she can get the days off) will fly out late on the 26th/early 27th and fly back the 30th so she can go back to work. And yes, it appears I will be in Denver for New Years, and as such, I want to have another party for that. As everyone knows, I love celebrating New Years and I normally do it with the Arkham family, but since I will be up here, I want to bring the Arkham spirit up here. I hope everyone else thinks this is a good idea...
As everyone is aware, the economy really really sucks and even I'm scared. However, I know it will eventually get better and when it does, I'm more than likely going to purchase a house. I think it's time for it. I'm almost 30 and me and Tiff are trying to start a family, so it seems that if everything goes well, I will be a home owner in about 2 years. But in the meantime, desperate times are ahead and the time will come where we must choose what is right and what is easy. I hope right superseeds easy...
Last night I decided to read some of my old blogs from MySpace, LiveJournel, and Diaryland. There were tons of stuff that came flooding back. Of course a lot of my entries were about not having a girl and it got me thinking that being with Tiff has in fact made me happier and a better person. There were also stuff about going out which I miss, but everything has changed since then. Not only me, my friends, but the world itself. But in all honesty, it's not become a better place, but a worse one. I hope that the coming years will get better and that all the things I want to happen will happen.
I've also decided to restart posting in my LiveJournal, so I can let everyone who isn't on MySpace or checks it that often to know what I'm up to.
Well it's almost time to eat, so I'm going to end this. Till then...
Daniel |
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| Interesting, but semi-true |
[May. 23rd, 2007|12:59 pm] |
Your Score: Sylar You scored 33 Idealism, 62 Nonconformity, 75 Nerdiness
How can you stop what's coming... when you don't know anything about power?
Congratulation, you're Sylar, the artist formerly known as Gabriel Gray! You are a seriously nerdy person with an enormous desire to be different, and to be recognized for it. As long as you don't go eating brains, this doesn't have to be a bad thing at all. You're ambitious, intelligent, tenacious, and unique.
Your best quality: Panache
Your worst quality: An obsessive desire for recognition and power
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| Entirely too much time has passed... |
[Mar. 1st, 2007|07:32 pm] |
Well, it's been about 3 months since I've posted something. Sorry...
Well my trip to El Paso rocked. Sorry I didn't write all the details, but overall it was a lot of fun. Plus it was great to see my family, friends, and see Rubina again after 5 years. It has been entirely too long.
Christmas rocked and I got a lot of cool stuff. New Years also rocked. I had a lot of fun. Plus I got me a new car (2002 Firebird), a new phone (Razr), and lots of pictures.
Well when I came back, I arrived after one of the many storms Denver had. Luckily I arrived after the really big ones, but Janurary was really bad. I didn't go out much, but I did go out a bit. Plus I saw Tiffy after for not seeing her for 2 1/2 weeks. It was great. We have been spending more time together, she even stays over at my place. So it's been fun.
Work has been good, though sometimes I feel my feedback is very lacking. I'll be getting it though. One day...but other than that, work is going good. No big issues, just normal stuff.
Also, I recently got a laptop. I love it so far! One problem I had, but after a quick reformt, I'm back up and running. Though I am getting some of the program compatability issues with Vista. Overall Vista is just better looking and a better search feature for files. That's about it. Nothing else...I'm sure there is more, but I don't see a reason to use any of those. I guess I'm just weird. But with it I can finally make my own ringtones for my phone. So yay!
Anyway, becaue of all the stuff I have to do some saving. So I won't be going out much like I did last year. But I will treat myself every once in a while. So wish me luck as I regain my finances to what they once were. But until then, feel free to contact me or such. Well, that's all I can think of saying, so I will talk to you all soon. And I promise I will update this thing more often. Till then... |
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| Oh what a world... |
[Aug. 30th, 2006|11:16 am] |
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| | Covenant - We Stand Alone | ] |
Well I haven't poured my heart out recently, so for that I'm sorry. Work has been ever changing and I've been tired. But I'm loving every minute of my new position. It's just so great after 5 years to be FINALLY off the phones about 95% of the time. Plus I've been catching up on my music too. Instead of listening to my club mix, I've put on bands and listened to them all day. I've found some songs I knew that I didn't know I had! So I'll be redoing my music soon and also downloading some new stuff, so yay!
Other than work, I've just been hanging out, going out, and having a good time. Well try to. Sometimes it's been crap. Last Sunday for instance. It was full of cool people, but the music was seriously lacking. Highly disappointed. I know it happens though. I've been disappointed with other club nights too, it just sucks overall. But I did win $100 the night before at the Wave, so that's gonna help out.
A few weeks ago my friends Meridith and Tom got married. It was so great to have another friend get married. That night was fun too. Kinda out of my element, but still fun. Plus last week was Lily's birthday. I called Gaberial and it sounded like they were having a blast. The pictures Mo took confirmed it. I really wished I was down there. I could just imagine if I just walked into Erich and Cyndy's house what would happen. Well maybe I can surprise them one day. You never know...
The last week though I've been going through a really depressive state. Not completely depressive, however definately an alone state. I've said it before, I'll say it now, and I'll say it again...I'm tired of being single. People always say it will happen when you least expect it, the problem is I always am. And I can't stop myself. I try, but it doesn't work. It's just getting really annoying. I think I'm just going to be by myself forever. Maybe I should get me a kitten. Probably after the new year since I'll decide what's going to happen living-wise and also so I don't have to leave it with someone for 2 weeks when I go home for Christmas. Plus I want to take pictures soon. I bring my camera and nothing gets shot really. I want to take some outside of a club setting too. Maybe one of these days I will...
I think on Friday I'm going to do a Star Wars marathon. Episode I-Episode VI with the Clone Wars cartoon in the middle. That should be geeky fun.
Well, after nearly two months of internet silence except for the surveys on MySpace and occational comments, this is all I have. A lot, yet not. Till then...
† Daniel † |
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| Diary of Dream and the past week |
[Jul. 9th, 2006|03:19 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Star Wars Soundtrack (Just Random Tracks) | ] |
So, where did I leave off...oh yeah, we arrived in Denver and got to the show
So anyway, that's the second half of my story. But now to the big news. I got the promotion at work! Yay!!!!! I'm soo fucking happy that happened. I was getting way too bored. So now I have something new to look forward to. Yay!!! You know I'm gonna have to plan something big, but I'm gonna hold off on it for about a week or two so I can get my schedule in place. This week should be interesting though, training till midnight and Ronan from VNV Nation DJing at the Shelter. I was planning on not going this week, but when I heard that, I think I just might. Be it I'll arrive at 12:30, it still might be good. Sarah might go, so I'll see how it is when I get out. So until then, I will you all farewell for now. Hope to see some of you at the Church and talk to you all soon. Till then...
† Daniel † |
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| The El Paso Trip |
[Jul. 8th, 2006|09:32 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Diary Of Dreams - Butterfly Dance | ] |
Well everyone, here is my trip and the show and afterwards. But lots and lots of pictures...so be warned.
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| Trip And Afterwards... |
[Jul. 6th, 2006|11:25 am] |
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Hey everyone! I know you are all waiting to see pictures and hear stories from my trip back to El Paso, but for now it will have to wait. Trust me, it will be worth it. Why...just cause. Some know already, but you will see. I'll probably write it tomorrow or Saturday. See you soon. |
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| Let see what happens... |
[Jun. 3rd, 2006|02:14 pm] |
Leave your name, and...
1. I'll respond with something random about you
2. I'll challenge you to try something
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours |
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| Good to see you again...Cloud |
[May. 16th, 2006|11:56 am] |
| [ | music |
| | Sanctuary - Hikaru Utada | ] |
Yes yes yes yes yes. I know...I suck. I haven't updated this thing with anything new forever. I'm sorry though...
Well since it's been two months since I've updated, some stuff has gone on, but nothing too fantastic. Work has been alright. They FINALLY opened up supervisor up here, but they won't let me go for it because "I don't have enough supervisor experience." Bullshit. I was running teams and training classes all the time in El Paso. Sure it wasn't a permanent thing and yes I didn't know some of the things (like the proper why to write someone up), but those things can be taught and such. I also don't think many people are going to go for it, so I have no idea what they are gonna do. I've heard they are going to open another position soon which is like a lead, but it's only going to be one position, which sucks because most of the people I talk to would also be good and picking only one for the whole department sucks. Hopefully it will work and they will get more. If not, I have no idea what I'm going to do.
I picked up Kingdom Hearts II and still completely in love with it. I've already beat it once and going through it again on expert mode. That game is so so so SO bad ass. I love it. I love the soundtrack, I love the gameplay, the story...everything. Pick it up...NOW! if you haven't.
Speaking of games, I was going to put this as a seperate entry, but I decided against it. My thoughts on this years E3...
Nintendo - Wow...the Wii looks awesome even if the name is kinda weird. The controller is going to be interesting but very good I believe. The game line-ups looks great too...Mario Galaxies, Twilight Princess, Smash Bros. Brawl, Metriod Prime 3. I seriously can't wait. I think out of the three, I'm gonna get that one first. One is mainly because of cost, but also that will have some good games when it comes out. I can't wait!
Sony - $600 for a PS3?!?!?! Well for what I'm gonna get, that's a fantastic deal. But I believe I will hold off on that (mainly because of funds) until GTA 4 and Final Fantasy XIII comes out. Speaking of FFXIII, the trailer looks fucking awesome. And a new gunblade too! Yay! So I'm gonna start saving my money for that one, so next year I can pick up one and be in love with it.
X-Box - I've never been a X-Box fan and after seeing what they were offing, I can see why. Gears of War, while looks nice, is not for me and there "big" announcement was Halo 3. Yawn! The trailer was stupid too! FFXIII and Smash Bros. trailer had more excitement and more stuff in it! But being that it's the only next-gen system out, it will probably do well. But unless something happens where all the Final Fantasy or Kingdom Hearts games go over to X-Box, I'm sticking with my PS3 and Wii. Sorry Microsoft...the X-Box, while a good machine, didn't have the games I like and I haven't turned my on in about a year.
But overall it looks like a strong year and next year for games. I can't wait!
On the club scene, I have been going out most of the time. I have missed a few Saturdays and maybe on Wednesday, but no Sundays yet. And I think my body is feeling it. So I think besides Sundays, I won't be going out till next month. I might catch a few Wednesdays if my friends go, but if not, I'm staying home. Though I did promise Tina I will go on Saturday, so this will start this week, but I'll go on Saturday. So if you do not see me for a while, you all know why.
Other than that, I've been up to nothing else. Yes...two months and that's all? Sorry for being so not update-ive. But I guess I'll end this now. I've got stuff to do before work. Talk to you all soon and keep an eye out for my MySpace/Photobucket stuff for updates on there.
Till then...
† Daniel † |
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| Today and it's significance to me... |
[Apr. 20th, 2006|11:42 pm] |
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An explaination for today...
I'm lazy and feel the same way, so I'm going to copy what I wrote last year about it and just change a few things:
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It's been seven years since it happened. The thing that pretty much changed my life and had me stop pretending who I am and just be me. It was the death of my grandmother. I have to say besides my parents, she was the best, coolest, and sweetest person I have ever known. Yes, she was a grandmother and had her moments, but that doesn't make it a bad thing. I remember driving to her house every day during summer to hang out with my cousin, play games, play outside (before video games came around), have birthday parties, and just to be there. It also gave time to my mom and her to hang out. We eventually moved the next street over and we went over just as often since it was so close. We would even just go for a walk, stop by, say hi, do some stuff, and leave. It was so much like a second home to me. Plus holidays were the BEST. She made sure that as many people could come as possible, even inviting my dad's family as well. Growing up, the adults used to play the board games and have fun and the kids would be in the game room either playing pool (until they got rid of the pool table) or playing our new video games and comparing presents. Oh yeah, and of course eating. She was such a great cook. And the memories are so great, never a horrible time. I'm very lucky that she saw me graduate from high school, the first to do so in my family with my cousin Justin (we are 6 months apart to the day).
The day she died it was a total shock, very unexpected. She did have some problems, but it wasn't like a slow and degrading, it was very sudden. I remember it well. My mom was taking my brothers to school and looked down the street and saw the ambulance there. Since I didn't have school that day, I was sleeping in. They woke me up and asked to work at the grocery store we just opened. I asked why and they said something happened and they didn't know what. So I waited, just watching TV and hoping for the best and hoping whoever was in trouble would get out of it soon. My parents came back and we sat in the van when they told me. I completely broke down. It had been a while before that since I cried like that and it was 5 and half years after that when I did again, when I moved out of El Paso. I couldn't speak, just cry. After some time, because my parents had to plan stuff, I dragged myself back to work and tried my best to survive the day. Of course people coming in were talking about Colombine (which I didn't know about at the time), and just survived. The next few days were very sad. I actually saw my grandfather also break down, and he's never cried like that, at least I never saw. It was weird. Plus it was the time I got really into Buffy and decided to not hide my true feeling and start to wear more black than normal (I've always loved that color), plus get more into vampires and stuff. So some of the reason I wear black is because of her.
Seeing her in her coffin was very sad...I went to the viewing, but not the funeral. I know it was very sad though. And things really haven't been the same since. Sure, my family still gets together for the holidays, but it's not the same. It's not as much fun and not as great family-wise since we have kinda split into different parts since then. I guess that's why I really love the holidays and love to be around my family and 2nd family (the Arkham crew), because it reminds me of those times. As we all grow up just a little more and have more kids, I know one day we will be like that once again. I think my mom secretly wants a grandchild so she can start traditions and do things she did. But that will have to wait I guess, at least in my case. I just can't believe it's been seven years...
She was a wonderful person and I learned so much from her. I know she still lives in me and my cousins and one day things will become like they were and come full circle. Until then, I will do my best to try to make things like they were and have fun doing it. I miss you and I love you and I will never forget you, my grandmother.
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So yeah, this year wasn't as bad, but it still sucks. I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while, but I've been weird. I might update about that, or I might not. Oh well...
I hope all is going well for everyone. Talk to you all soon and see you out and about.
† Daniel † |
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[Apr. 5th, 2006|12:35 pm] |
Hey everyone, just stopping by to give some links to some pictures since the last posting...
March
April (so far)
Take Care everyone! I will updating one day... |
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| Rock Star Weekend! |
[Mar. 21st, 2006|12:42 am] |
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| | Apoptygma Berzerk - Unicorn (Hocico Remix) | ] |
Hey everyone! How's it going? Well, I'm sure you are wondering how my weekend was...well, in short IT KICKED FUCKING ASS!!!! So here is how it was:
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| Wow...what a night |
[Mar. 17th, 2006|01:06 pm] |
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| | And One - Wasted | ] |
The show last night was fan-fucking-tastic. I had such a good time. It was so great hanging out with Yvonne, Lily, and Hektor again. I did get a wee bit trashed, but it was so worth it. We were to do stuff today, but the girls are hung over, so I guess for the day I'm just gonna relax and rest up a bit...not that I actually need it, but I'm gonna get me some food and watch a movie or two.
Plus some interesting developments in the whole me and Stephanie thing. But more on that later. I'll post more with pictures (I can't believe I only took 5 last night!) probably on Sunday...if I'm not dead yet. Till then...
† Daniel † |
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| The tangled web they weave... |
[Mar. 13th, 2006|12:51 pm] |
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| | Garbage - You Look So Fine | ] |
After all that happened and didn't happen this weekend, this and the Imperial March are the songs I'm thinking about. And it's about her...
If you know who I'm talking about, then you will get this. And yes, I changed the words just a bit.
You look so fine
I want to break your heart
And give you mine
You're taking me over
It's so insane
You've got me tethered and chained
I hear your name
And I'm falling over
I'm not like all the other boys
I can't take it like the other boys
I won't share it like the other boys
That you used to know
You look so fine
Knocked down
Cried out
Been down just to find out
I'm through living for you
I'm open wide
I want to take you home
We're wasting time
You're the only one for me
You look so fine
I'm like the desert tonight
Leave him behind
If you want to show me
I'm not like all the other boys
I won't take it like the other boys
I won't fake it like the other boys
That you used to know
You're taking me over
Over and over
I'm falling over
Over and over
Loving me one more time
Hide inside me tonight
Do what you want to do
Just pretend happy end
Let me know let it show
Ending with letting go
Ending with letting go
Ending with letting go
Let's pretend happy end
Let's pretend happy end
Let's pretend happy end
Let's pretend happy end |
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| Yeah yeah yeah... |
[Mar. 11th, 2006|04:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Broody | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Angel Theme Song | ] |
Hey everyone, sorry for not posting anything in about a month. Things have been...interesting I guess you can say.
Work has gone for alright and normal to fucking busy at times and so fucking ridiculous. Things are changing, and not for the better. It's basically more little work that really does NOTHING to help us, and rules so vague yet so particular, it seems like we are all walking on thin ice. I think it's time to look for a new job and honestly...I'm not the only one. And not just waiting for supervisor or something, and new fucking JOB! Well I guess I'll see what happens.
On the plus side I found a new girl named Stephanie (which is a name I LOVE). Anyone who knows me knows how much I love that name. Anyway, nothing HUGE is going on, but it's moving slowly. I hope soon things will get to a good state and who knows...a real relationship finally!!! That will be nice change. Plus it will be cool to take a trip to El Paso with her and introduce her to my families.
Speaking of families, next week is the Sisters concert. But the big news is my friends Hektor, Lily, and Yvonne are coming!!! Yay!!! We are SO gonna party like rock stars. More people were going to come, but because of funds and/or scheduling they were unable to. But hopefully another time more will come. I know they will LOVE it up here, with all the clubs and such. Plus I know I'm gonna visit down there in June or July. It just depends on what is going on.
Besides work, just going out to clubs and watching movies every once in a while. I went to see Ultraviolet last weekend...fucking sucked my ass. DO NOT go see that movie. It's a total piece of crap. I knew it was gonna be bad, but Jesus, not THAT bad. I'm gonna check out the Libertine with the Sarahs in a few hours. It might be good, it might now, but who knows. At least they will be the first to see something cool. But it's a secret...for now. Just to give a hint...
Angelus has returned
I'll have more next week sometime after the concert and such. Plus LOTS of pictures...I hope. Well, gotta finish eating, talk to you soon.
† Daniel † |
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| Why do I feel like crying but I can't? |
[Feb. 21st, 2006|01:08 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Diorama - E-Minor | ] |
I'm so lonely and sad right now. I don't know why, but I do. I hate being alone. I hate this constant state of being me and only me. I just can't take this much more. I know I'm such a great guy, everyone tells me that. So why it is so hard to just meet someone who would be interested in me? Maybe because I'm picky? Shy? Looking elsewhere? Maybe, maybe not. I don't know...
Work has been going slow but nice. I like it like that, though I'm still bored. I don't want to wait anymore, I want my promotion now. But I must wait. In the meantime, I'll continue with what I do and how I do it.
I can't write anymore, I'm done. I'm off to bed, alone...
Till then...
† Daniel † |
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| Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god... |
[Feb. 9th, 2006|01:20 pm] |
Attention everyone, I have a huge announcement.
On March 28th
Kingdom Hearts II
Is Released...
Oh yes!
That is all... |
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